terça-feira, 15 de fevereiro de 2011

Hello there =D

Well, where should I start?
I've stopped to post in this blog because someone once told me this blog was too down... I was talking to an old friend, that actually I don't have talked so much as I should, but I think it doesn't mean she isn't my friend anymore because if she needs me I will be right here for her and I think the opposite it's right too. Anyway, she isn't just a friend but in this case another person who identify herself as someone who find a little of her inside in this blog, she isn't the first person who said like the things I have wrote in this blog and have indentify herself on here.
I think it's good to read something that seems to the feelings we have hide inside ourselves and fell we are not alone and we are not the only ones who pass trough to some hard situations, read about any possible ways to fight against something and how to stand up and deal with things. So, maybe I never thought about being this person who awakens some feelings in others person through the writing. But now I think I'm one of this persons and I think I should not stop writing in this blog... I hope it isn't a mistake, and I'm glad for that persons who one day indentify themselves here in this blog, because we all have bad feelings and hard moments but what makes difference is how we deal with it, some people write like an outflow, some people listen music, some people cry and some people read, all of people looking for some way to relieve the pain... So if we had the opportunity to outflow and in the same way make some good to other people, why to stop?

terça-feira, 1 de fevereiro de 2011

The Scientist


The Scientist
Coldplay

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, Coming in tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Don't speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me, Come back and haunt me
Oh when I rush to the start
Running in circles, Chasing tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Aah oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


This song is perfect, describes a little of the things I keep inside of me right now. =) Or what I felt recently.

domingo, 23 de janeiro de 2011

Little of your time


Little of Your Time
Maroon 5
I’m sick of picking up pieces
And second-guessing
My reasons why you don’t trust me
Why must we do this to one another?
We are just passionate lovers
With trouble under the covers
Nothing worse than when
You know that it’s over
I just need a little of your time
A little of your time
To say the words I never said
Just need a little of your time
A little of your time
To show you that I am not dead
Please don’t leave, stay in bed
Touch my body instead
Gonna make you feel it
Can you still feel it?
Gonna make you feel it
Can you still feel it?
Well I got nothing to hide
Dip down and come for a ride
Embrace the devil, so sly
You cannot hear'em coming
‘Cause my defences are weak
I have no breath left to speak
So take the evidence
And bury it somewhere
I just need a little of your time
A little of your time
To say the words I never said
Just need a little of your time
A little of your time
To show you that I am not dead
Please don’t leave, stay in bed
Touch my body instead
Gonna make you feel it
Can you still feel it?
Gonna make you feel it
Can you still feel it?
Oh my, I don’t mind
Being the other guy
Nice try, for these games
I do not have the time
If you want me, call me
Come and take a risk
Kiss me somewhere deep below the surface
I just need a little of your time
A little of your time
To say the words I never said
Just need a little of your time
A little of your time
To show you that I am not dead
Please don’t leave, stay in bed
Touch my body instead
Gonna make you feel it
Can you still feel it?
Gonna make you feel it
Can you still feel it?
Gonna make you feel it
Can you still feel it?
Gonna make you feel it
Can you still feel it?

quarta-feira, 12 de janeiro de 2011

Time of your life



Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life)

Another turning point
a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
directs you where to go
So make the best of this test
and don't ask why
It's not a question
but a lesson learned in time
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life
So take the photographs
and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf
of good health and good time
Tattoos of memories
and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth
it was worth all the while
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life
It's something unpredictable
but in the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life

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This lyric serves me well, right now, again.

segunda-feira, 10 de janeiro de 2011

Stand up and fight!

 
All regrets are useless. Get out with friends and drink some drinks! The life goes on =)

domingo, 9 de janeiro de 2011

I miss you

Another day is going by and I’m thinking about you, I should never let you go, I should never tried to make the things easier hurting you but I had no choice, for the first time I thought just on me, the way you did all the time, your path egoist… It doesn’t work to me, it hurts me… Hurt you just made me unhappy, it didn’t anything more easier, leave you, stay away from you it’s all really hard. I miss you...

sexta-feira, 7 de janeiro de 2011

Unburden

My mind says to forget about the past and find the future, my heart says to me try over and over again until i have you back in my life and this war confuses me and i don't know what to say or what I should do. This situation have been killing me... and it's impossible you want me back because i hurted you in a way that nobody else did to you before... so, i regret because you will never forgive me and if you do it your love will kill me again because everytime you leave my hearts turns grey.

Guilty


I'm sorry, i'm guilty. I'm still in love with you, no matter how hard i try i can't just throw it away.

quinta-feira, 6 de janeiro de 2011

Sorry


I would like you to believe me when i say i'm sorry because i'm really mean it. I wish you could know it... you was the most important person that i have ever met and i never meant to hurt you.

I'd do anything


I have just remembered a really cute song that describes how I 'suppose' I'm feeling now. After a sleepless night, I'm feeling a little lost and fine, and I'm feeling nothing either. It's weird, bizarre or just normal, i don't know anymore. I just know: "I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms".


I'd Do Anything - Simple Plan

Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And Iwrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you
Together we forget all the rules
Dreaming of dropping out of school
And leave this place
To never come back
So now
Maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
This could be the one last
chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep I can´t forget you
Nanana Nanana (...)
And I'd do anything for you
Nanana Nanana na na na (...)
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just To fall asleep with you
To fall asleep with you
with you yeah
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know
I won't forget you

terça-feira, 4 de janeiro de 2011


I'm so sorry for this but your love kills me because you don't know how to love, you don't like to love, you don't have the courage for it. I could not stand the idea of having you in the same city and pretending you never existed for me. I could stand the idea of being just your friend or less than this. Now you do not understand and you can not stand me, but the truth is: I still love you.

你好


Hello =)

I'm Ge, it's my first post and I have so many things to say that I do not know how I should to begin.


How about starting with my first thought of today? To love is easy, to forget is hard. In fact, it is hard to believe that someone has just woken up and has such a thought. But life isn't easy and everyone knows it or will find it someday. Well, we all have bad days, but we should remember that we are never alone, there will always be someone in somewhere for us. We can feel lonely but we are never alone, so
we can’t never give up until we remembered this and wish live and smile again.
I loved someone fully and deeply, I fought for this love and he just gave up, now I’m in peace and free, but sometimes I feel lonely with my thoughts, but I never give up, I feel alive again and happy, I found all I need to live although I don't have all I want to feel complete again that's funny because I feel fine for now, at least. So, always remember who was you before you met that person who is special to you and made your world to turned into a confused and saddest thing, in case you don't know who are you now and what to do, remember your dreams and your goals, the things you support and the person that you are not and never want to be. Love isn't easy, but is a beautiful and sweet illusion when you have the perfect person in your side who you want to spend your whole life with, because nothing is perfect and nothing last forever, especially if you feel something is not right and you're the only one to fight for love, because love belongs to two and
not just to one person. So be strong, hold on, leave the past in the past but never give up of what it’s good to you.